Never did I hesitate.
Never did I had second thoughts.
Then right after I made his eyes redden a bit, that’s when it slightly came to me -
"It’s going to be different now, I know. In a year or so, everything would be new to us; new but wonderful, and magnificent, and amazing, and we’ll be needing a whole lot of adjectives to describe it. But right now, I want to eat because I still am not sinking into it."